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Chapter Thirteen
Srila Sridhara Maharaja: In his Caitanya Siksamrta, Bhaktivinoda Thakura has clearly grouped these two sections of devotees in the stage of those who are just about to occupy the highest plane. There are two groups: one of a preaching type, another of a solitary type, but according to Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, we cannot make the distinction that one is higher and the other is lower. According to the desire of Krsna, they will do his will. The devotee whom Krsna wants to preach will do that work, but those who do not like to work in that way cannot be called unqualified. Those that like preaching will naturally speak in favor of the preaching camp. Because they are inspired by Krsna to do that service, they are successful. Krsna says, Acaryam mam vijaniyan : "It is my inspiration that can really deliver the fallen souls. Whomever Krsna will accept can understand him- others cannot. (yam evaisa vrnute tena labhyas ). When Krsna delegates power sufficiently to a Vaisnava, and wants to deliver many fallen souls through him, it takes place by His will. Svarupa Damodara is not found to preach in any extensive way. Ramananda Raya is also not found to preach in an extensive way to make disciples, going from door to door. On the other hand, Nityananda Prabhu and others did. Krsna selects his instruments according to his own desire. Kaviraja Goswami prays vande 'ham sri guroh sri yuta pada kamalam
sri gurun vaisnavams ca. Spiritual Touchstones Krsnadasa Kaviraja Goswami first offers his respects to the recruiter
gurus, then in a higher stage, to the sastra gurus, We have to put some faith in the spiritual master. We must have faith that what he does is the activity of the Supreme Lord working within him, that Krsna has come come to preach about Himself through our spiritual master. We must try to see Krsna in guru, and guru's actions as meant to deliver us. We are encouraged in this way. Still, this is the relative view. From very strict impartial vision,
we can classify the guru according to his realization as an intermediate
devotee, (madhyama-adhikari ), or a topmost devotee (uttama-adhikari
). Amongst the servitors of Krsna, some are inclined towards Radharani,
some towards Candravali and some are in the middle. Some devotees are
more attracted to Vraja lila,
Some devotees have a preaching nature, whereas others may be of the secluded
type, but that does not mean that all who are of the secluded nature are
lower and all who are of the preaching nature are higher. We can't say
that. They should be judged according to their surrender and acceptance
of Krsna. Both Gaura lila "The preachers are more fortunate because through them Krsna is
trying to release many fallen souls." A relative form of vision may
be seen in that way: "Gaura lila Naturally, we will have preference for the preachers who have brought Krsna consciousness here amongst us. Krsna has chosen certain devotees as his agents to preach about him to the fallen souls. And that is more desirable for us, in our present position. So, if we develop our perspective in that line, of course we can say that fallen souls like us will give more stress to those who are the cause for our delivery. To think that some agents are preferable to others because the symptom of magnanimity is more easily traceable in them is a relative view, in the ultimate context of reality. Although sometimes we may judge Vaisnavas according to their different activities, we are not always correct, because a devotee is chosen for a particular service by the Lord, and whatever the Lord wants to do through him is done, by His will. This is the underlying principle: it is His selection. Sometimes the selection comes to A, sometimes to B, and sometimes to C. We are all at the disposal of the Lord's infinite will, and according to His sweet will, according to how Krsna wants to utilize us, our activities will be successful. That is the absolute consideration. We cannot fail to connect success with the medium; there is also some value in that, but we must consider that Krsna is there in the background. We must always understand that the divine will, the highest will, is working through us. So, we should not be extreme in judging a devotee according to external considerations.
Gaura Kisora Das Babaji Maharaja did not preach, but his disciple, our spiritual master, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakura Prabhupada, preached with great magnitude. Srila Lokanatha Goswami did not preach at all, but we find that the preaching of his only disciple, Srila Narottama Dasa Thakura, was most extensive. So, a Vaisnava should not be judged only by the amount of work that he shows outwardly. His success is at the disposal of the divine will. Krsna awards service to a particular person according to His own choice, and enables that person to carry out that service. There are many examples of this. Srila Nityananda Prabhu preached throughout the length and breadth of
Bengal with great force, but Srila Gadadhara Pandita, although apparently
not doing any tangible service in the lila So, we should not judge the position of a Vaisnava by the magnitude of
his external activities alone. Of course, we cannot ignore the service
rendered by a devotee. That is a noble thing, that is a great thing, but
ultimately the key is in the hand of the Lord (ekala isvara krsna ara
saba bhrtya ). Krsna is Dancing Krsna is at the root of everything, and whatever he wills is successful.
Krsna wants to dance in a particular way with a particular servitor, and
he successfully dances according to His own sweet will. Krsna is the wire-puller,
the controller. The key is in His hand. He controls both universal and
specific dealings. By understanding this, we can save ourselves from pratistha, So to teach us that it is not very easy to recognize a real Vaisnava by his external dress or manners alone, Gadadhara Pandita apparently misunderstood the position of Pundarika Vidyanidhi, an exalted associate of the Lord. Gadadhara Pandita was taken by Mukunda Datta to see Pundarika Vidyanidhi. Mukunda Datta came from the same village as Pundarika. Mukunda knew him, and so he asked Gadadhara Pandita, "Would you like to see a real Vaisnava?" Gadadhara Pandita told him, "Yes, I am always eager to have the darsan of a real Vaisnava. Then Gadadhara Pandita followed Mukunda Datta to the quarters of Pundarika Vidyanidhi, and he was dumbfounded by what he saw. "What is this?" He thought. "Here is an aristocrat with curled, scented hairs, and a stylish, princely dress, smoking a pipe decorated with a golden thread and the whole room is filled with a sweet scent. He is a Vaisnava?" Mukunda Datta could understand Gadadhara's heart, and began to sing a
verse from the Srimad-Bhagavatam
jighamsayapayayad apy asadhvi lebhe gatim dhatry-ucitam tato 'nyam kam va dayalum saranam vrajema "Oh, how amazing it is! The sister of Bakasura (Putana), desiring
to kill Sri Krsna, smeared poison on her breasts and forced Krsna to drink
their milk. Even so, Lord Krsna accepted her as His mother, and so she
reached the destination suitable for Krsna's mother. Of whom should I
take shelter but the most merciful Krsna?" Rolling In Ecstasy Upon hearing this, Pundarlka Vidyanidhi became very serious. His movements stopped, and then some shivering was apparent in his body. The whole atmosphere was changed. He began to throw his hands and feet left and right. He cast his smoking pipe aside and began to roll on his bed, tearing off his silk clothing and the silk sheets, and pulling out his beautifully curled and decorated hair. He began to cry, "Of whom should I take shelter but the most magnanimous Lord? Where should I take refuge without such a Lord?" With this on his lips, he was rolling on the floor in ecstasy. After a long time, he gradually subsided, and Gadadhara thought to himself,
"What did I think about this great personality? He has so much love
for Krsna within. Although externally he appears as an ordinary man, a
slave of luxury, internally he is a great devotee. What intense love he
has for Krsna!" Then he thought, "I have committed Vaisnava
aparadha, Sometime before this, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu was seen calling the name of Pundarika and crying, ''Pundarika, my father! Pundarika! Where are you?" In this way, he was suddenly crying. Ordinary people could not understand. They began to ask, 'Who is that Pundarika? For whom is the Lord wailing so much? Why is Nimai Pandita wailing 'Pundarika! Pundarika!'?" Within a few days, Pundarika came from another village to his Navadvipa house. Mukunda Datta was his co-villager, so he knew Pundarika. When the devotees inquired, "Who is this Pundarika?" Mukunda Datta answered, "Pundarika has got a small estate, he is a well-to do, married man." So, Gadadhara Pandita asked Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu about Pundarika Vidyanidhi, saying, "I have committed an offense against the great Vaisnava, Pundarika Vidyanidhi, so for my own spiritual good, I feel the necessity to take initiation from him. But without consulting you, and getting your consent, I can't do anything. I put it before you. What should I do? Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu welcomed the idea, saying, "Yes, this is
very good. You must accept him as your guru." It is said by authoritative
sources that Pundarika Vidyanidhi was the father of Radharani, that he
was the incarnation of Vrsabhanu Maharaja. So, Gadadhara Pandita took
initiation from Pundanka Vidyanidhi. In this way, we should not be extreme
in judging a devotee only from his external activities. |